I was reviewing journal entries when I came across one in particular… the pit of my stomach immediately dropped, I felt sick and reading the words took me back to a place where I wasn’t ‘good’. It’s an angry day, a poor me day and reading it back, pains me with sadness
I’m going so well now, however, this is a dark reminder of the pain anyone endures in a battle against cancer.
Today and the next two days touch on subjects that aren’t lollipops and rainbows. Whilst my outlook on life is one to be excited about, it wasn’t always like that. In terms of raising awareness, I owe it to fellow fighters, survivors and lifers to paint a picture of reality as well as the joys when you finally get out the other side.
Please enjoy (maybe ‘enjoy’ is not the right word, maybe… please watch with an open mind and consider all people who have faced adversity of some sort). The first of three in this series…